Failure (or One Reason I Dislike Tease and Deny)

broken egg

Last night I wanted to give Lion a mind-blowing orgasm, but my teasing went a bit too far and he got a ruined orgasm instead.

Lion told me about the video he shared in his post. I watched it and decided to try talking to him more while I played with him. I hadn’t decided if I would allow him to come yet, and that was part of what I was telling him as I stroked him. But at a certain point we got our signals crossed and I told him if he didn’t like my talking to him, I could think of a better use for my mouth. He never argues with that logic.

I had pretty much made up my mind that I was going to give him an orgasm, but it wanted to play with him first. I teased the tip. I did long slow thrusts. I did quicker thrusts. All with little breaks in between. None of these would make him come. Or so I thought. I was just about to tell him he could come and I’d be snacking on his semen when it happened. Another ruined orgasm. Crap!

I hadn’t meant to frustrate him. After eight days I really wanted him to have a mind-blowing orgasm. I don’t know why he puts up with my attempts to tease and deny him. Last night I told him he gets in my head when he tells me how well I do it. He builds up my confidence so I think I know what I’m doing. Well, knock it off! Obviously I have more work to do.

Now I have to hope Lion will be ready for his slightly-less-than-mind-blowing orgasm tonight. Even if it does feel good, it won’t be as good as an orgasm after an eight day wait. But I’m sure he will love it anyway.

2 comments on “Failure (or One Reason I Dislike Tease and Deny)
  1. notbeinfringed85 says:

    I wouldn’t consider it a failure. My KH was worried about doing something wrong when we first started. It took a while but I finally convinced her that there is no right or wrong, what ever she does is perfect. Now she is in her first trimester and morning sickness, I have been locked for two and a half weeks with no release. She still plays mind games, but I understand that she is just not up to play. I’m okay with it.
    P.S.- You and lion have such a wonderful relationship. Ive been reading since close to the start and it has been such a joy reading about how y’all grow as a couple.

    • Mrs Lion says:

      I’m just mad at myself. It annoys me that I go too far. I think by now I should have it figured out. If Lion oozed without permission he’d get punished. I guess I’m just punishing myself for the same reason.

      Thanks for reading! It’s great to have feedback.

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