Today is Thanksgiving. I have a lot to be thankful for. Most recently, I had a very good orgasm last night. Mrs. Lion started out with nasty velcro on my penis. She followed that with clothespins on my nipples. This was accompanied by some nice hand action. For some reason I wasn’t enjoying the pain. Mrs. Lion pointed out that she was sure I would enjoy a blow job. I had to agree. That’s a universal truth. I loved it! She took her time; slowing down when I got close. Finally, she let me finish. It’s been a long time since I enjoyed that feeling. Well, by some standards not all that long, but an eternity to me. After the fireworks, I learned my next opportunity to come would be December fifth, nine long days away. It’s a long time for me. Don’t laugh! It is.
Back to Thanksgiving. Almost a year ago I asked Mrs. Lion to lock me into a chastity device. She agreed, and it stuck. Here I am still caged and our lives have changed for the better. I am thankful that I am married to an amazing woman who is willing to change her life to make me happy. Imagine that; just to make me happy. Every day I think about how much she does for me. I can never repay her.
The thing is, enforced chastity is exactly the opposite of the way it appears. It may look like I am locked up and have to suffer lack of sexual satisfaction. But in fact I want to be locked up. I want to feel Mrs. Lion’s control and I accept that I feel it by losing the ability to get hard and come when I want. That doesn’t change the fact that I do suffer when I just have to come and I can’t. But I suffer because I want to. That’s the nature of enforced chastity and I am getting what I want.
Mrs. Lion, on the other hand, knows I am hurting and feels badly that she is the cause. That’s the thing about topping; you know intellectually that the bottom wants you to do all those mean things. Emotionally, however, it doesn’t feel good to hurt someone you love. Only time and my continued gratitude will help Mrs. Lion learn to feel good about being bad. That’s hard work and I am thankful she does it for me.
I’m thankful that we have a nice place to live and good food to eat. That means a lot in this world. I’m thankful that you take the time to read our blog. It means a lot to both of us that you are here. We also love your comments and email. I’m thankful we have a little community of like-minded people. It helps us learn and stay the course when things get tough. I hope that you also have a lot to be thankful for. Enjoy the day. I’ll be cooking turkey while safely locked in my cage.