I’ve known for a very long time that Lion will do anything for me. At times that has been a turn on for me. I’m not sure why that specific thing is a turn on. And he doesn’t even have to be doing anything for me at the moment for it to be a turn on. I guess I can’t explain it any more than he can explain why he likes his butt whomped.
The other day I realized that I was a little horny but I couldn’t figure out why. I knew I had been thinking about Lion but I didn’t know why the other day would have been different from any other day I think about him. I don’t know if it has anything to do with our recent scheduling of orgasms for me or not. Actually I don’t care why it’s happening except that I’d like to get it to happen more often. I’m just happy it’s happening at all.
Well, yesterday it happened again. This time I can tell you exactly what I was thinking. It still makes little sense to me. We were discussing what to do for dinner and I gave Lion a suggestion. He said he’d take care of it. And I thought about how sweet he is and how he takes such good care of me and that he’ll do anything for me and bang! There it was again. That little twinge of excitement. And then, of course, it was gone. But the fact that it was there at all was encouraging!
I’m sure Lion will say I am embracing my dominant side or accepting my power over him. Pffft! Nope. I don’t think so. I didn’t tell him to make dinner. I didn’t even ask him to. He volunteered. Hmmm. He initiated. I wonder if that’s part of it. It’s possible, but he’s been making dinner a lot lately without being asked.
Maybe my elusive libido is trying to make a comeback. Shhh! Don’t make any sudden movements. It’s very shy right now.