Monday night was full of surprises. Mrs. Lion had scheduled herself for an orgasm. It was also her night to tease me. If you haven’t been following us here, you might wonder why everything appears to be scheduled. Isn’t sex supposed to be spontaneous? Perhaps. But, in our case, we just fell out of our sexual relationship. It’s endlessly documented in previous posts. Our solution is to, at least for the time being, to schedule sexual activity in advance. That way, we assure we will give sex the priority it needs.
Mrs. Lion had several very good orgasms. It was wonderful fun for both of us. I really love to give her orgasms. After she recovered, she teased me. Then, she moved in and began using her mouth. Wow, is that ever great! She kept going even though she knew I was past the point of no return. I had an amazing orgasm too. For me it was an unscheduled “bonus” orgasm. I didn’t see it coming.
As people have pointed out to us, I am having more sex than most men who don’t practice enforced chastity. I am certainly having a lot more sex than I did before I was caged. This may seem to be a paradox. After all, isn’t the point of enforced chastity that the male, me, gets a lot less sex because his penis is locked up?
Simply put, no. Enforced chastity, at least to us, means that I have sex when Mrs. Lion wants me to. She may make me wait a day or a month. The point is that I don’t control it. To us, enforced chastity is about sexual control; Mrs. Lion has it and I don’t. The common fantasies say that once caged, a male rarely gets to come. Instead, all his sexual energy goes to pleasing his keyholder.
As far as I can tell, the only “given” in enforced male chastity is that the male loses the ability to enjoy sexual release on his own. He surrenders control of his penis to his keyholder. Right? I have to admit that in my fantasy that meant I was driven crazy being teased and not being allowed to orgasm for a long (unspecified in my fantasy) time. In real life I admit that I don’t enjoy long waits.
Mrs. Lion loves to make me come. In the past, a lot of feelings got in the way of us providing one another with pleasure. Now that we have those feelings set aside, Mrs. Lion is having a good time giving me orgasms. Needless to say, I am having a good time getting them. This sounds like it could throw enforced chastity out of the window. I’ve been thinking about that a lot.
Let’s assume for the moment that an essential part of enforced chastity is to make the male wait for his release. The common explanation for this requirement is that males lose interest in pleasing their partners once they have an orgasm. If this is true, then keeping a male orgasm-free would make him the ideal, considerate lover. If a guy believes this is true, then he will want to be kept orgasm-free for as long as possible.
I’ve never been that way. I never made that connection. It’s true that for an hour or so after I come, my interest in providing unreciprocated sexual services does go down. But it comes right back. I’ve never associated my release with providing sex for a partner. If I did see it as a trade of sorts, then I would also agree that the longer I am kept wanting, the more interested I would be in providing sexual services to Mrs. Lion.
It so happens that Mrs. Lion is not very interested in sexual attention. Her libido has been in neutral for a while now. At this point her orgasms are more for me than for her. All this adds up to the fact that there is on organic reason Mrs.Lion would withhold orgasms from me. The only reason she has is that I want her to. She is making me happy by providing me with enforced chastity.
What I want is to feel her in sexual control. So, if she is doing all this to please me, she has to somehow figure out just how much to frustrate me so that I feel her control. If I try to “help” her, I am taking back control. Similarly, I like Mrs. Lion to discipline me. If I tell her what kind of things she should enforce, aren’t I back in the saddle?
Since all of these needs are mine and not hers, all of our enforced chastity and discipline activities have no organic origin. Some wives want control and just need to learn the techniques of a female-led relationship. For them, the classic enforced chastity fantasy is a useful training aid. Not so for us. Mrs. Lion absolutely doesn’t want a female-led marriage; nor do I. I don’t have the personality to be submissive in that respect.
I have to admit it appears the cards are stacked against us for enforced chastity. The expected dynamics simply aren’t there: Mrs. Lion isn’t that interested in sex, she doesn’t want to be in charge, and she doesn’t really like to discipline me. I am not submissive by nature. My orgasms have little to no effect on sexual attention I offer, and I like control as much as I like surrendering it.
What a mess! We just don’t fit the stereotype at all. In fact, we are pretty much the opposite of what is expected to work in enforced male chastity. Despite that, I have a strong need to be sexually controlled. Mrs. Lion is not a controlling person. She doesn’t like to be in charge. Well, they do say opposites attract.
What we have going for us is that we are completely in love and we want nothing more than to be together. We disagree at times, but we don’t fight. Each of us realizes that nothing is more important than our love for one another. That’s a lot.
I’ve been locked up for more than a year. There have been times I have been truly desperate for an orgasm. On occasion, Mrs. Lion has made and enforced rules. We have had some success at all this. At this point, my cage has become an important symbol for us. It represents our commitment to sexual love. As such, I am sure it won’t be going away.
My experience as a caged male has its ups and downs. We are both figuring out how I can have the sexual control experience I want and still keep Mrs. Lion happy. So far, she hasn’t found a sweet spot in terms of how long to keep me waiting and how much to discipline me. She hasn’t found a way to actually enjoy all this stuff. For my part, I haven’t discovered exactly how much deprivation I need to feel sexually controlled. I don’t know what activities have the greatest effect on me. Most critical, I don’t know how much input I can provide Mrs. Lion and still feel controlled.
We both agree that we want to continue. It’s clear that neither of us is going to have a cathartic personality change. It’s also clear that we are together for life and that we will find a way to do what it takes to make and keep each other happy.
Maybe we need to be more systematic. Perhaps Mrs. Lion needs to experiment with wait times, discipline, ways I can please her. I do know that I am not the best source of information for her. Information, after all, is power. You might be able to help us. Fantasies aside, considering what you know about us, any thoughts on how we can learn what is going to be best for us?