We haven’t hit bottom yet. I don’t know if we will or not. There’s still some time to go before Lion’s first paycheck. There’s actually a lot of time before his start date. We still have to keep the creditors at bay. But we’ve made it this far and we’re not about to give up. Last night Lion insisted he was broken again. If he doesn’t get hard immediately he thinks he’s broken. If he isn’t interested in sex he thinks he’s broken. He’s not. It took a bit, but I got him hard. It was short-lived. He really isn’t interested yet. He will be. He just needs to get used to the idea that things are looking up.
Lion gets his orgasm in a few days. To get him ready for it, I’ve packed the Njoyand the new vibrator. A few nights of intensive play and he’ll be putty in my hands. He may even be begging for release. I love that.
This was a week from hell. I’m glad it’s over. I’m glad Lion has a job. And I’m glad I get to spend another weekend away with my favorite person. Mostly I’m glad that I get to spend the rest of my life with my favorite person. Yes, we are sappy. Yes, we are stumbling along through life. But we are doing it together.