Lion wonders why there’s a new sheriff in town. What happened to his old Mrs. Lion? What changed? He likes it but he’s a little leery. This is what he’s wanted all along but now that he’s got it he’s not so sure.
I don’t really have an answer for him. Did something just click? Did I suddenly decide that feeling like I was always disappointing him finally make me throw caution to the wind? Did I get tired of doing things his way? Or am I technically still doing things his way (female led relationship was his idea) but in my own way? I don’t know. And I’m not sure how long it will last. I guess we’ll ride the wave while we can.
After we played yesterday, I left Lion wild for a few hours. He wanted to know why. I told him because I felt like it. If I need a reason for doing everything, it’s going to be hard on a Lion butt. Why ask why? Just enjoy it while it lasts. He also commented that he hopes he gets an orgasm he can enjoy at some point. Jeez! I give him an orgasm he shouldn’t even have had, wreck it for him by continuing to stroke him afterwards, and suddenly he’ll never have another good orgasm again. [Lion — Ok, I worry too much] Melodramatic much? And, as we were falling asleep, he said he was horny. Awwww, poor Lion. I told him I couldn’t do anything about it until today. Of course today all I can do is make it worse. Oh well. Such is the life of a caged Lion.
Yesterday evening, while Lion was in the shower, I decided to test his powers of observation. He failed. I considered telling him I was testing him, but then I figured he’d look closely at everything and discover my change. It’s much better if he has to do it by himself. As you can see from the picture, his orgasm date is January 23. I changed mine to January 17. Yesterday. Oops. Lion missed that. [Lion — It’s been “00” for months. I stopped looking. That won’t happen again] Can he have a do-over? Does he have to wait until the date magically changes again? I don’t know. I haven’t decided. I do think it’s an indication that he has to be more aware of his surroundings. You just never know when things are going to change around the Lions’ den. And next time there may be a punishment attached to missing it.
Yup, the wind has definitely changed. Is that good news or bad news for Lion? Yes.