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Lion asked to remove his collar again last night while he was watching TV. He usually puts it back on within a short time. Last night he had it off for a while. When I asked about it he said I told him he could remove it. Then he asked if I like the collar. I don’t see it as a matter of my liking it or not. It’s part of his uniform now. He said that wasn’t an answer.

In the past he’s asked if I like spanking him. He told me when he asks that he’s looking for an affirmative answer. He wants me to be part of the “game”. But then if I say I like spanking him, he’ll say, “Really? You really do?” What am I supposed to answer? In fantasy land, yes I do. In reality, it doesn’t do anything for me. I suppose I should have told him 2.0 likes the collar and wants him to wear it. He’s unsure of 2.0 and that might have stopped the questions. Who knows what 2.0 will do if she’s questioned.

2.0 decided to use the plastic clothespins on Lion’s balls last night. They hurt more than the modified wooden clothespins. I think. He was lucky I could only find six of them when we were playing. I know there are more around. I just didn’t want to go searching. 2.0 might have to go on a shopping spree if I can’t find anymore. I was nice enough to use regular clothespins on his boobies. I was stroking him while I did these evil things to him. Mr. Weenie really likes clothespins. He stands up tall and proud. He’s not the one who’s in pain. I did offer to put some tiny clothespins on the head of his penis, but Lion declined. 2.0 thought it might have been fun, but if he doesn’t want to play along that’s fine. For now. If she really wanted those tiny clothespins on, there wouldn’t be a discussion.

I told Lion I see a butt plug and edging in his near future. No clothespins of any sort tonight. I didn’t mention anything else. I never know what 2.0 will come up with. She’s a mystery to both of us.

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In: Female led relationship with discipline, Lion's Journal
lion in his collar
I now have to wear a collar as well as being naked when at home.

Mrs. Lion and I often bounce ideas off each other here in the Journal. On Tuesday, she mentioned (post) that she can help me sleep better by working me harder. This is clearly a 2.0 concept. Tuesday night we didn’t have too much Lion activity, but she did insert the Njoy butt plug and let it soak for almost two hours. This anal attention was most welcome. Regular stretching has made insertion more comfortable; plus I like the attention.

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The latest part of my “uniform” is the “Lion” collar that 2.0 requires me to wear at home. It’s been giving me a bit of trouble when I am in bed watching TV. The angle of my head causes it to dig into my neck. It also makes it hard for me to go to sleep. Mrs. Lion has been kind enough to let me remove it for sleep or when it starts to hurt when watching TV. I assume that over time I will become used to wearing it and I won’t have to remove it except when we go out or I go to work.

The collar is the first thing I have worn that doesn’t have a practical application in enforced chastity / FLR. The chastity device has a very practical purpose and I know that Mrs. Lion won’t entertain that coming off unless she needs access or some other extenuating circumstance requires it. The collar is different. It’s a symbol of our power exchange with a little humiliation thrown in. I’m not convinced that Mrs. Lion cares whether I wear it or not. I think she has me do it because she believes I want to wear it. OK, I do.

But I wouldn’t do it if I lived alone. I also wouldn’t do it if I weren’t required to wear it. I want to be made to wear it. Mrs. Lion knows this, of course. She knows me very well. The toddler side of me wants her to want me to wear it because she likes it, not because she knows it will turn me on. Ironically, when we started enforced chastity, Mrs. Lion did it because she knew I wanted to do it. Now, I am pretty sure she does it because she likes the way it has changed things in our marriage. Me getting tired of having my cock locked up isn’t going to mean much in terms of stopping it.

That’s what I am hoping the newer FLR and domestic discipline will become too. They will be part of my life because Mrs. Lion won’t have it any other way. I know that isn’t the case now, but maybe over time Mrs. Lion will find so much value in these things that I will not be able to stop them even if I want to. Time and 2.0 will tell.

 

 

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In: 2.0, BDSM

After 2.0 removed Lion’s butt plug and we’d been snuggling a while, he said it wasn’t at all what 2.0 said she had planned for last night. 2.0 never said what the plans were. 2.0 said perhaps Lion needed more activity to tire him out, but never said when that activity would be. 2.0 is careful to keep Lion guessing. As soon as Lion starts figuring things out, it’s time to change tactics.

I will say that Lion will have more activity tonight. It wouldn’t be hard to have more activity than a butt plug for a few hours, but I think he’ll enjoy himself. It’s all relative, of course. He won’t like what I do while I’m doing it, but he’ll appreciate the fact that I’m doing something. He might even like the idea of the activity before and after. He’ll definitely be happy that 2.0 is soldiering on whether he wants to or not. She’s not without her softer side. She did give up the other day when it was clear Lion wasn’t interested after eating too much. There’s a difference between not wanting to play and not being able to play.

I think that’s what slowed 1.0 down. She couldn’t reconcile between Lion wanting something beforehand and then saying it hurt too much during. 2.0 doesn’t seem to care. She figures if Lion was silly enough to ask for it he must really want it. If he can’t take it, it’s his problem and not hers. I imagine 3.0 won’t wait for him to ask. She’ll just come up with ideas on her own and tell Lion she’s going to do them whether he wants to or not. But she isn’t here yet and we don’t know if she ever will be.

Something for Lion to look forward to? Or something for him to dread? Either way he won’t have any choice.

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In: Femdom, Lion's Journal

We have a lion bank now. When I do something wrong, Mrs. Lion deposits a penny or more sometimes.  On a punishment day that penny is exchanged for a lot of very painful swats. When I first suggested the bank as a way of keeping track of small offenses, my thought was a penny bought a swat. Mrs. Lion disagreed. To her way of thinking, a penny buys an appropriate punishment for the offense. So, on Monday night there was a lonely penny in the bank. I had eaten first on Sunday. That penny bought me at least ten painful swats. Talk about inflation!

Lioness 2.0 has made it clear that she is here to stay. I’m glad. It’s still unclear exactly what this means in terms of our adventures, but there is no doubt that changes will continue to be made. I don’t want her to feel extra pressure to do things just because she believes I expect 2.0 to meet some standard. The change I am seeing most is that she has taken more ownership of her role and is much less dependent on what I say. The other significant change that is emerging is her increased planning. She is observing me and our situation and then adjusting her approach to make things work better.

The latest example of this is her decision that she has to “help” me sleep better, Her plan is to tire me out more. Her technique is apparently to increase our D/S play and my edging. Yup, that will certainly drain me. There was a conspicuous absence of additional orgasms as a way to further tire me out. I’m not a bit surprised at that. In fact, she seems interested in making my orgasms less frequent as a way to keep me seriously horny most of the time.

Based on her post yesterday, 2.0 wants me to be better able to accept spanking. It’s true. I do hit the ceiling when she hits that spot on my left cheek; at least with her current choice of weapons. She thinks that more “practice” could help. Maybe. I’m surprised that I have such a sensitive spot. Should she avoid it? She could hit lower. The sensitive spot is on the highest point of my butt. The area above my thighs and below that spot is prime territory since that is where I sit. Maybe she will consider that as a solution.

No matter what she decides, I am grateful for the attention and even at times I hate what is happening, I know I am the luckiest lion in the world.