Lion has it in his head that his optimum wait time is two weeks. After all, that works out to two orgasms a month which is what I said he’d have in April. Except I never said that. I said that was the trend for the year so far. But, in talking with him, he sounds like he enjoys being edged so much and does not enjoy the letdown after an orgasm that, to me, it seems like he doesn’t want more than two orgasms a month. And then I wonder if that will translate to less than two orgasms a month.
In my mind, we’ve gone from “I hope she lets me have an orgasm” every time I edge him to “I hope she doesn’t give me one” so the feeling can go on and on. At this point I sort of feel bad if I give him an orgasm. Should I make him wait longer? How long is long enough? And isn’t it my decision when he has one?
Last night we were talking and he made a comment about not wanting too many orgasms. Who is this man? How did this happen? The Lion who, several years ago, had an orgasm every night, has transformed into the Lion who might want an orgasm more often than he gets one, but might be disappointed immediately after he gets it because the feeling is gone. Never mind that the feeling will be back in a day or two, it’s gone now.
Maybe he’s come full circle. Once he was disappointed he didn’t get an orgasm every night. Now he’s disappointed he didn’t get thwarted. I’m not sure I like this change. It’s certainly not something I strived for. I do like a horny Lion, but I like him when he wants an orgasm. To me it should be the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.