It’s been a busy day. Lion is off getting a root canal and I’ve been swamped at work. I’ve finally made it to a point where I can take a breath and write a post.
Yesterday was an off day. Lion had his orgasm Sunday night and, although he was a little horny, he wasn’t grumbling. We snuggled a lot and that was enough for me. I bet he wanted some more attention, but snuggling is all he got.
Tonight, assuming he’s not hopped up on some high powered pain pills, we’ll play tonight. Most likely he’ll only be edged. There’s no reason he needs an orgasm right away. I think his date is still scheduled for tomorrow. I may have that wrong, but he’ll be waiting longer than that anyway.
Lion has a theory that he’s more turned on when he’s wearing diapers. In order to test this theory he’d have to wear diapers more often. I see at least two issues with this. If it really does turn him on then we run the risk of them not turning him on if he gets used to wearing them. On the other hand, if they do turn him on and we don’t use them often enough, at a certain point they may not turn him on anymore. It’s a slippery slope. Damned if you do; damned if you don’t.
We had a comment the other day about what I get out of punishing Lion. I’m not really sure why I need to get anything more than a happy Lion out of the deal. We’ve gone a few years with enforced chastity without my getting any tangible benefits out of it. I like making Lion happy. I do get a certain amount of satisfaction out of a job well done. If I haven’t stopped swatting him when he wanted me to stop, I consider that a win. I still wouldn’t say I enjoy doing it. I do get enough out of it to keep going and that’s all that matters.