Sunday night was momentous for me. We played in our dungeon. Mrs. Lion wrote about that yesterday. But the big event didn’t come until much later right before bed. Mrs. Lion let me give her an oral orgasm. It’s been more than a month of Sundays since I have been able to pleasure her orally. In fact, it’s been years.
Mrs. Lion attributes my sexual interest on a sleeping pill I took. That’s not the case at all. Something clicked inside of me. She was lying naked, next to me in bed. I was very close to her and, well, her nipple was in easy reach. She didn’t object to me playing with it. So, I did. I was caged so that my penis was completely out of the picture.
I asked her if i could do more. She agreed. I started with a finger and then asked if I could use my mouth. Agreement again. This was my lucky day. My tongue was busy and Mrs. Lion was having some fun. This is a wonderful change.
I wonder if the fact my penis was locked up had any effect on Mrs. Lion’s interest in sex. I don’t think so. It seemed to me that she wasn’t thinking about my cock at all. I wasn’t thinking of it either. I was completely focused on her and her pleasure. That’s as it should be.
Mrs. Lion mentioned that I was talking about conditioning with her. Truth be told, she didn’t seem very interested at all. That’s too bad. We’ve both been mastering the tools to do this. I don’t expect her to train me to do odd things, but I do think that it would be a very cool form of control for her to condition me to behave in a given way. Yes, I know that she doesn’t really like having control. But has it, she does. I’m not terribly fond of being controlled. Then why are we doing this?
The fact is that our power exchange has made amazing differences in our relationship and with our individual growth. It helps me to surrender control. I think it is very good for Mrs. Lion to assume it. We’re at a sort of tipping point. With just a little more strictness, Mrs. Lion will have me at the point where I can really feel her power and be on my best behavior nearly all the time. After my evening with the training collar, I realize how much happier I am when her control is strong.
This past, long weekend was full of promise. Mrs Lion played with me in the sling. The night before, she used the wrist restraints attached to our headboard and she applied menthol rub to my balls. We did some anal play and a play spanking as well. it’s been so long since we have done any of those things.
I’m very happy Mrs. Lion has started again. I hope it won’t be another month of Sundays before my next chance to provide pleasure to my lioness.