A New Beginning, Again

Lion was upset yesterday because he thinks I don’t really want to do enforced chastity, female led marriage and domestic discipline anymore. Every so often he has these fears. I try to tell him otherwise. He says actions speak louder than words

Okay.

When Lion got dressed this morning, he forgot to put the shock collar on. He’s been wearing it this trip. He’s been behaving so there’s been no reason to zap him. I have been using the vibration every so often. After I read his post for this morning, we had a discussion. Perhaps a little more heated than a discussion. In the end, I decided Lion should wear the shock collar. I had no idea if he’d do anything that required zapping, but he needed to wear it.

I didn’t have to wait long to use it. At lunch he spilled food on his shirt. Not only did he get zapped, but he also earned himself a spanking. Not right then and there, of course. We went for a ride and Lion snoozed a bit. We had a nice adventure.

On the way home, I informed Lion when we got to the camper he should remove his clothes, keep the shock collar on and be ready for his spanking. When I was finished taking the dog out, I had Lion lay across the bed. I had my phone open to the shock collar app.

A week or two ago, Lion read a post suggesting that punishment swats should be eased into just like play swats. It makes sense to me and it doesn’t make sense to me. What the hell. We’ll give it a shot. I started off slow and fumbled my way along. Lion yelled yellow a few times. In between swats in the beginning I gave him a few shocks from the training collar. His butt turned red then a little purple in spots. He yelled yellow a few more times. I started swatting the top of his butt.

I don’t know how many swats I gave him. He figures it was around a hundred. I think I stopped when I was done. He thinks I could have gone on longer. Can’t win. All I know is that Lion’s butt was red for a long time and there may be a bruise or two left for a day or two.

I guess I should have left well enough alone, but I decided to play with him a few hours later. The other night he said he wanted to have a regular orgasm rather than always having the gentle orgasms. He only had two gentle orgasms. I was trying out the technique. I asked him if he wanted a regular orgasm. I was undecided whether he’d have one or not. I was just asking. He said he didn’t necessarily need one but it was up to me.

Bingo! I was going to edge him until he was begging for an orgasm and then leave him hanging. And I was doing so well. But I went just a little too far. Damned ruined orgasm. But the takeaway is that I did a punishment almost right. Except I paused in the middle a few times and when he yellow I was only supposed to back off a little.

From my point of view it was a win. That’s my story and I’m sticking with it.

One comment on “A New Beginning, Again
  1. mrbillsails says:

    I also have fears and anxiety that my wife does not want to continue with a wife led marriage. This usually occurs when she is very busy and I am feeling neglected. A good beating usually shakes me out of it.

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