We both agreed that the experience was pleasant, if not orgasmic. Mrs. Lion commented that it was easier to fuck me. Her only challenge was knowing when she might have pulled out too little or too much. Practice makes perfect, dear lioness. I’m still processing my feelings. I absolutely feel fine about the experience. I just don’t know if I feel more submissive during or after being pegged.
There’s no question that I know I am submissive. Feeling Mrs. Lion’s dildo moving in and out of my ass makes that point absolutely undeniable. Julie, of Strict Julie Spanks, commented:
“I very much enjoy feminizing my man a bit before his peggings. Maybe panties slid down his legs, or banded around his ankles where he can see them as he’s fucked missionary. Or garter belt and stockings. A bra. A schoolgirl skirt flipped up. I mean, we really are reversing roles here after all, he should look the part at least!”
I reacted by thinking, “Oh, no! Not that too!” Julie’s written about some of her pegging experiences. Not only does she dress him as a female, she makes a strong point of reminding him that he is being fucked like a woman. Mrs. Lion never mentioned anything about feeling that we were reversing roles. I’ve never fantasized about being feminized. While being pegged, no thought of me being female, gay, or being fucked like a woman crossed my mind. I just thought about how I am learning to more easily accept anal penetration.
Being pegged is another way Mrs. Lion can demonstrate her dominance. It’s also possibly something I could learn to enjoy sexually. After all, she is stimulating my prostate. I don’t know what other guys feel, but I suspect that being pegged is more sensory than social. In my case, I don’t think of women as lower on the sexual/social totem pole. How could I? She’s in charge. So, being treated as a woman carries no stigma for me. I don’t enjoy wearing female undies or other clothing. I feel silly and embarrassed. Wearing panties to work adds an element of potential embarrassment.
I also don’t have any particular feelings about gay sex. If a guy likes penises, so what? It doesn’t say anything about him other than a preference I don’t share. So, a silicone cock that goes up my ass or into my mouth is something I wouldn’t do on my own. When Mrs. Lion asserts herself by dressing me in female clothing or pegging me, I feel her control of me. It’s another way she sexually dominates me.
It also felt pretty good last night.