I almost never find myself at a loss for a post topic. But today I am. I started to write about a comment I trashed that completely misses the point of our power exchange. Then I realized that no one really cares about examples of ignorance about what we do. Almost the entire world would misunderstand. Then I considered writing about my current allergies. Again, who cares?
More on topic, for the last couple of days I haven’t been interested in pegging or edging. That’s not too bothersome. Well, it really is. I’ve been looking forward to more pegging and sexual stimulation. Well, it’s my own fault. I don’t know why this is happening, but I want it to stop.
Mrs. Lion has been great about my loss of interest. She could insist on pegging me, but so far she hasn’t. Do I want her to insist. No, I prefer she let me set my own pace. The only time I think it would be good to force me is when I’m feeling horny and it seems like a hot idea.
Come to think of it, that’s the way I think about punishment too. When I am feeling horny, providing ways to punish me seems truly hot. But now, when I’m just suffering from allergies, I don’t want to think about being punished. Unlike pegging, I expect I will be punished whether or not I’m horny. That’s fair. Maybe it is also fair to peg me whether I want it or not. I’m not sure.
Actually, I am sure. Pegging is a sexual activity. I may find it painful at times, but it is something that I find hot to think about. It isn’t something Mrs. Lion finds particularly pleasurable. She does it because she knows I want it. Our power exchange isn’t a bit dependent on my state of sexual interest. It’s something we take seriously.
Sorry this is such a short post. My allergies are very distracting.