I despair about returning to normal, whatever that is. The last year has been very stressful for me. I had two procedures for kidney stones, and then a couple of months later, rotator cuff surgery. That was three hospital procedures with general anesthesia. I am still recovering from the shoulder surgery. All this medical stuff put a crimp in my sexual interest, not to mention my general physical strength. Then, to add insult to injury, we both had the flu.
The net result of all this is that we’ve had to shift focus away from our FLRD. In addition, I’m not sexually reliable. I’m very unhappy about that. I hope my libido returns to its former glory. I wonder if my Lioness will need to make more use of the Magic Wand and her incredibly skilled mouth. Manual stimulation hasn’t been as successful as in the past.
Mrs. Lion wrote that she is going to lock me up again this weekend. She also said that the device isn’t necessary for sexual control, but has other value. I’m not sure what that value might be. At this point, it feels more like inconvenience to me. I don’t want to be in a chastity device right now. Of course, that’s completely beside the point. I wear it when Mrs. Lion wants it on me. She has all the keys.
We will probably be visiting Mrs. Lion’s Box O’Fun. Maybe we can get into the play. Maybe wearing the Jail Bird will get my motor started. I’m not overly concerned if my interest remains low for a while. My general energy is low. On the positive side of the ledger, my shoulder is largely pain free and I can use that arm for most anything.
This weekend will offer us an opportunity to get things going again. We can play and try to get our sexual connections going again. If it doesn’t work out, maybe it will later.