Lion thinks that daily edging, or attempts at edging, is a necessary part of his recovery. I’m game for that. But I have sort of a problem. If I’m not able to get him aroused enough to get to the edge, what do I do? If I use my hands, my mouth and the Magic Wand to no avail, what next? I even tied his balls up last night. He loved it. He was hard for a while and then he wasn’t.
He says he feels like he hits a wall. I have many tricks in my bag, but what if they don’t work? I know. I know. It’s not that he doesn’t find me attractive anymore. I get that. And I’m not going to give up on him, but what to do? Last night I came up with one idea.
In my travels looking for paddles or other toys, I’ve seen masturbation toys. Lion isn’t allowed to masturbate himself. I’m his masturbation toy. But I do use the Magic Wand so why not try other things too? I couldn’t remember what the name was but I explained it to Lion as we were snuggling after the failed edging attempt. About an hour later he said he’d ordered a Fleshlight. Yes! That’s the name. I’m not sure which one he ordered. They come in mouth, anus and vagina models. But I’m interested to see if they work. How they work.
For the record, I don’t see anything wrong with getting a little help for him. If women can have dildos then men can have Fleshlights. As long as I’m the one who uses the Fleshlight on Lion, he can have it. After all, I’m the one who uses dildos on him. It just makes sense.
Until the toy gets here, I’m on my own. Don’t worry. I’m up for it. I’m up for getting Lion up. It’s a medically necessary part of his recovery.