It’s easy to forget when you read our posts that enforced male chastity and our Female Led Relationship with Discipline (FLRD) isn’t the center of our lives. We deal with all the routine things every other couple has to handle. We work, deal with money, take care of our house and do the thousands of other things everyone in a vanilla relationship manages. So, when Mrs. Lion forgets to spank me it isn’t because she doesn’t think discipline is important. It’s because she has a lot more important things to think about.
You come here to read about one area of our lives. I do the same thing when I read other people’s blogs. It’s important for me to remember that these posts don’t supply context. They just talk about the subject the blog is about.
Physically, there is one exception to the distractions life brings: the chastity device. I don’t think about it every hour of the day and night but it’s locked around my penis 24/7. Most of the time I don’t even notice that it’s there. However, it makes itself known when I have to use the toilet, undress, or feel sexually aroused. You can say that it’s something I’m aware of all the time.
The same isn’t true of my lioness. She has no physical reminder of our power exchange. Sometimes she forgets entirely. This past weekend I’ve managed to avoid punishment. That’s not entirely true. Her Sunday post included a note to herself that I’ve been spilling food and have a substantial backlog of punishments coming. I think I should remind her that she owes me the spankings. After all, I’m supposed to remind her when it’s punishment day, which I forgot Saturday. I should probably also remind her when a spanking is due.
I reminded her yesterday. I was rewarded with two spankings; one in the afternoon and the other near bedtime.
On Saturday night I got a surprise orgasm. It was only four days since my last one. It’s true that I was very horny. I think that the new chastity device and working with the designer on a custom one, focused my attention on my penis. Also, I seem to have emerged from my sexual slump and I’m very interested in getting off once more.
Another reason I hate to admit, could be the renewed interest in spanking me. Put another way, I’ve managed to break a very simple rule over and over. I’ve been spilling food on my shirt. Honest, I’m not trying to do it. I don’t understand my regression. Could it be a subconscious desire to get punished? It’s more likely that my recovery isn’t complete and I’m still clumsy.
Whatever the reason, I’m making up for lost time in terms of getting spanked and punished. I’m also remaining locked in a chastity device full-time for the first time in several months. The chastity device and the punishments are strong signals that Mrs. Lion is in firm control. My horniness is a sign that I’m happy with this.
I think she is well aware of the relationship between enforced male chastity and FLRD with my interest in sex. I find it embarrassing to recognize this relationship. I’m not at all sure what this says about me. I can’t deny that it exists. Saturday night, for example, is clear evidence.
Welcome to my world.
It’s crazy but demonstrations of my Queen’s power tend to make Angus feel a little cramped. So when I’m punished, I get excited…at first! The excitement tends not to last very long though! lol. So I completely understand this post! I could have written it myself.
we are pretty odd 🙂