Lion and I haven’t been doing much lately. His leg is still bothering him so he hasn’t been his horny self. I did allow him an orgasm a few nights ago. I figured after feeling so rotten for so long he deserved some release. And I teased him a few nights with one night either being a tease and deny or a ruined orgasm. There was some fluid but not a lot and neither of us could decide how we want to classify it. Last night he got another orgasm but I kept playing with him afterwards so it wasn’t quite as much fun for him.
I know he’s looking forward to playing more. Last night he asked if there was some reason I haven’t sucked him in a while. He knows that’s one of my favorite things to do. I didn’t want to take the chance of bumping his sore leg so I’ve restrained myself. It certainly doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about it. There were a few times I almost moved into position before I remembered. Damn!
He has gotten some swats. He interrupted me the other night. Whack! He ate without permission before I did. Whack whack! And I owe him a swat from lunchtime when he ate without permission again. To be fair, it’s been a long time since we had that rule and I don’t always catch him. But he’s been very good about confessing. He’s such a good boy!
I find myself being tired of him not feeling well. Not in the sense that I don’t want to take care of him or that he’s whining too much. It’s just that I feel like the kid on the long car trip who keeps asking, “Are we there yet?” I almost want to say, “Aren’t you better yet?” Loosely translated that means, ” Can I suck you yet? Can I tease you more? Can we get back to things yet?” And lately it even means, “Can you play with me?” I think he’ll see that as a good complaint.
In a sense, I feel like my hands are tied. Being the top, and not wanting to be the bottom, having your hands tied is not a good feeling. I want to play with my toy and it’s broken. Naturally, as a responsible adult, I’ve been having mini temper tantrums in my head. I’ve been pouting and stomping my feet. And I want my toy back! The good news is that he is on the mend and in time he will be back on the playground. Not a moment too soon!
[Lion: I share Mrs. Lion’s feelings. I’m not used to having physical problems. In my case it is a blood clot on my leg. It’s serious but not life threatening. We are both really tired of having it restrict our fun. It’s much better now and I hope within a few days things will be back to normal in the lion’s den]
