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When I swatted Lion yesterday, I didn’t hit as hard as the time before. I don’t know why. Well, I do. I didn’t want to hit as hard. Why did I hit so hard the time before? I said it was to make sure he knew not to break his rules again. And yet, here he was breaking his rules again. Shouldn’t I have hit as hard? I am nothing if not inconsistent. I’m not sure I should have a set severity for each spanking. Maybe it depends on the situation. I was spanking him for two violations last time. Maybe it depends on what paddles I’m using. Maybe it depends on how long I want him to feel it or if I’m even going for longevity or color of his buns or what I want to concentrate on. Maybe it just depends on my mood at the time. In any case, he was miserable while I was whomping him, so I count that as a job well done.

After dinner, I unlocked him and told him I was going to suck him. No pomp. No circumstance. No fanfare. That goes against what he’s said he’s looking for, but maybe he likes the idea that I’m not giving him a choice. I unlock him and tell him what’s going to happen, and he has to do it. Willingly, of course. Most guys wouldn’t argue with a blow job. Lion has a few times, but that’s the exception to the rule. He loves when I suck him.

What I love is when he gets hard in my mouth. He didn’t even get super hard, but there’s something about taking his soft member in my mouth and making it hard. I guess you could say it’s power. I just know I love doing it and Lion loves having me do it. I had planned on edging him a few times before giving him an orgasm. Apparently, he was too horny for that plan. By the time I thought about stopping, he was already over the edge. I could have left him with a ruined orgasm, but that’s mean. Of course, having him come before I was ready is mean too, but I’ll let him slide. I got a tiny bit of Lion cream.

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In: Spanking, Oral Sex

As promised, I pulled out the spanking bench and gave Lion a “just because” spanking last night. When I was cleaning earlier in the day, I found the large zebra wood paddle and made good use of it. I can whomp his whole butt with it, so that’s how we started out. Beyond that, I used a variety of paddles, including wood, leather, silicone, and rubber. His buns were very red and a little bloody. Of course, it’s sometimes difficult to see how much of the red is Lioness-made and how much is transferred blood, but I still saw red around the edges just before bed. This morning he said it hurt to sit. Job well done I think.

large sporkwood paddle on lion's ass

After dinner, I came around to his side of the bed to see if I could get his motor running. I didn’t have clothespins or rope so I figured my success would be limited. But I had to try. I then suggested he’d be more excited by oral stimulation. Of course, he said he would. And off we went. I know Lion doesn’t like it when I go for gold right off the bat, so I teased him a little with my tongue. He was purring at certain points. I don’t think I ever got him really hard, but I wasn’t giving up.

The thought crossed my mind as I was sucking that he always apologizes when he hits a roadblock. He even said I shouldn’t take no for an answer in those cases. However, the decision I came to last night was that it shouldn’t matter if he can’t get any further. I’ve had fun just trying. If anything, he should be apologizing to himself. He’s the one missing out on the bigger fun. I mean, I miss out if I was going for an orgasm and I didn’t get it. You could argue that he loses even more in that case. I still don’t think there’s anything to apologize for and there’s no problem if I stop when he can’t get anywhere. While it’s true that I can get him hard again sometimes, at other times I’m fighting a losing battle. How long am I supposed to keep sucking? If his mind isn’t in it anymore, we won’t succeed.

I believe it’s been fourteen days since Lion’s last orgasm. I haven’t lived up to my side of the bargain of giving him attention every night, or even every other night. He hasn’t lived up to his side either since he hasn’t been very hard when I have tried. Clearly, there’s still work to be done. It’s a good thing it’s fun work.

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In: CBT, Oral Sex

Lion finally got his clothespins last night. It’s difficult to assess how much he “enjoys” things like that. Obviously, like a spanking, it turns him on when he thinks about it. While it’s happening, not so much, although he was getting hard. I used the clothespins with the stair tread on them. They grab on more. I don’t know how many I put on him, but there were enough in all the right places to make him wince both going on and coming off.

When I was done with the clothespins, I told him I needed him across the bed. He agreed. I knew he wouldn’t turn down a blow job. I’d already decided he wasn’t getting an orgasm. I want to get him super horny before he has one. It’s been a while since we played and I want to build up a little more suspense. In the recent past, I’ve been edging him a few times and then giving him an orgasm. This time, I want to make him wait a bit.

Things were moving along. I started out slowly sucking him. I figured it might take a while to get him anywhere near the edge. I thought we were on the right track. And then we derailed. Sometimes that happens. It’s not a big deal. He doesn’t know what went wrong. I still sucked on him for a little while. I figured if he could get hard again, we’d go from there. If not, at least I made him feel good for longer.

Tonight, I have a work function. I also have to make a run to the store to pick up prescriptions. It’s right near the restaurant, so it sort of works out. I just probably won’t be home in time to play with Lion. I guess that all depends on whether he snoozes while I’m gone. He might be all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed and looking for love. Even if he isn’t, we can snuggle. The main thing is not to lose the momentum from last night.

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In: Oral Sex, Edging, Orgasm

Lion loves having his balls tied up. He loves having pretty much anything tied up. Last night, I obliged him. Ultimately, I knew he was looking for oral sex, but you have to start somewhere. I don’t know if he saw the rope first, but I started off massaging my balls and my weenie. I pulled on my balls and told him I’d be tying them up. Once I had his and my weenie’s attention, I tied them up. Normally, I tie them tightly and use all of the rope to do it. However, this time I wanted some left over for a tether. When I had Lion stretched out across the bed for oral sex, I wanted to be able to pull his balls. He likes when my fingers wander toward his crack. The balls have to be out of the way for that.

When he stood up to reposition himself, I was happy to see my weenie was still at full attention. I guess tying him up worked very well. Unfortunately, I thought I lost him once we got going. He was fine for a while, but then seemed to fade. I stopped to ask if he was done and he said it felt good. That didn’t really answer my question. There are many times he can’t go any further, but it still feels good. They are two mutually exclusive things. I decided he would tell me if he wanted to stop.

I’m torn between giving him an orgasm and teasing him. On the one hand, I should be making him wait longer. I mean, he has been waiting longer but not because I’ve been teasing him. I haven’t been as attentive as I should be. On the other hand, there’s the matter of his semen production. He’s been using the electronic Kegel exerciser and we want to find out if it’s helping. The only way to do that is for him to have an orgasm. Oh darn. Lion needs another orgasm. What will we do?

Of course, I gave him the orgasm. But I edged him once. I think he thought I was just going to leave him hanging. Sometimes I only edge him once. It depends on how long it takes him to get there. It also depends on how I’m feeling. My arms were pretty tingly, but there was no way I was stopping until I had some Lion cream filling. It may not have been much, but it was tasty. I think the electronic Kegel thing is working.